[ After a moment, he shakes his head, biting his lip softly. ]

In private, if you want. Not in public. I guess I'd... I'd like to know who I am, before the whole world knows.

[ It might not make sense. In his head, his thoughts fueled by alcohol, it does. Hopefully Jo gets him, at least a little. ]

These days, I feel like I am. Focusing on the music, it's... it's good. It's what I've wanted, most of my life. But I still love driving. I feel like I can't do both.